So, i figured it's been forever and I should update... not that any one really reads my journals, but i feel i have to get a few things off my chest.
I'm still unemployed and trying to decide what to do with my life... As it stands now, I'm planning on going to school again for the January semester next year at the local college and take something in the Health Care industry. It seems to be the only thing that isn't reeeeaaally effected by the economy changes and the way I look at it, if i can get on casual and cover shifts, i can make decent wages and actually work on my own stuff without frantically trying to do odd-jobs to make ends meet.
What this means, is hopefully, especially come this time next year, I can work more full-ish swing on RcW and can start up my other projects that have been piling on the table. If i can get a well paying job that i can work casually and pick up shifts for a week or take a week off, I can turn down all my freelance work and just do my own projects. In general, I am bullied quite a bit with my design work, and a last little experience I had was kind of the last straw, I hate what I do because people constantly pull me down.
something right now that i've been trying to do for RcW is make a 3D model of the river bottom area that they are camped, so i can setup cameras and get my camera angles more consistent and cheat for my backgrounds being more consistent... Well it's a good idea, i'm rubbish at 3D, I tried sketchup and couldn't figure it out, I'm now onto blender and still kinda having a rough time at it and just feel like i'm wasting time, i know in the end it would be worth it, but really, it's a pain. I'm tempted to just hire someone to do it for me, but I dunno any 3D modelers that would be willing to do a basic poly environment for me for ... well i'm unemployed. SO we'll see... If anyone knows anyone though, hook me up, worse comes to worse if i can't afford it, I'll keep trying myself.
anyways. I've been a little in the dumps because of my situation, I'm feeling a lot better than I was yesterday, but in all honesty i would really just like a job.
anyways. Let me know if you know anyone looking for a little side 3D work. I could pay a bit, just not a lot.